Today I wasn't as down in the dumps as I thought I would be. I woke up to a smiling baby and a sunny day! I haven't stopped thinking of you for one second, you're always on my mind. Believe it or not I didn't even cry. Well, I didn't cry until I watched the videos you left me. They meant so much.. I'm sure I will watch them practically everyday. It was weird, after I started to play them Carter woke up from his nap. I think he heard his daddy!! I know he will miss you just as much as me. He loves his daddy very much! But I tried to keep myself busy today. Liz and Rachael brought me a big chocolate milk shake and fries from Arbys and we played with little bear for a few hours. After they left, I did a little crafting. Remember when I traced your hand the night before you left? Well I made a cute little family hand print picture to hang in the hall way. And just know, trying to trace a squimming baby's hand is one of the hardest things I've done all day. It was quite ridiculous. Oh, and I'm sorry I didn't answer the phone the first time you called today. I've seriously got to get a loud obnoxious ringtone so I don't ever miss a call. I'm just glad you were able to answer when I called you back. I hope you got some sleep baby - I know you were exausted. Know that I love you to the moon and back. Carter says hi dad. We will talk to you in a week or so.. Hopefully. We are so proud of you baby. Please BE SAFE!!
Carter didn't want to let you go. But I can only imagine how big the smile will be that will be on his face in 6 months from now.
A happy little family of hand prints (: lol
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